Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Accepting the Blame

In light of my post yesterday, and the continued sense of helplessness I'm feeling, I was brought back to reality by some emails from friends who I have upset in the last few weeks.

Clearly whatever I'm feeling at there moment has been a build up of frustrations and uncertainitly, which has resulted in me saying or typing things I don't really mean, or perhaps I do, it's hard to ascertain that the vileness that has been sprouting from me is what I really think or is it a way of distancing myself from everyone.

This has lead me to apologise to a number of people today, hopefully in some caes it's not too late, in others it may already be so.